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On Weed Addiction
The first time I smoked weed and got high I was 15 years old. I was with three friends at a public park in broad daylight, laughing in awe at the shape-shifting playground set in front of us. I remember laughing so hard that my face hurt and my abs were sore. The playground looked to… — read more
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The Pointlessness of Being Desired by Strangers on the Internet
In this blog post, I write about my own personal experiences, and only speak for myself. This post is not intended to disparage anybody for being a content creator on TikTok, OnlyFans or any other platform. These are just my own thoughts on my own experiences. For a while, I was a TikTok Live streamer.… — read more
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on radical acceptance
Since starting travel work in April, I have been eating like shit. I have been driving a lot and staying with a friend and so I’ve been eating a lot of fast food, ordering a lot of fried food on DoorDash, and not prepping my own lunches and dinners. At this point I’m starting to… — read more
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Why I don’t do wearable tech anymore
Wearable tech has run its course. For a long time I was tracking my steps and holding myself to this imaginary standard of health and fitness grounded in the dogma that is 10,000 daily steps. I was making sure that all my circles were closed by the end of the day, sometimes to my own… — read more
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If you want to be a writer, you must write.
If you want to be a blogger, you must blog. If you want to be a creative, you must create. It really is that simple. I am trying not to overthink things these days. I spent a lot of my adulthood stoned, wanting so desperately to just create things, but lacking initiative to see anything… — read more